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Ya Allah, berilah kami berkah kebangkitan kesadaran sebelum kematian, pertobatan sebelum kematian, hidayah sebelum kematian, ma’rifat sebelum kematian, bermuamalah dengan Engkau, berpaling menuju pintu-Mu sebelum kematian, dan diterima di pangkuan kedekatan-Mu sebelum kematian.

Ya Allah, jadikan kami tenang dalam perasaan kami, rela menerima keputusan-Mu, siap mematuhi kehendak-Mu, dan orang yang berserah diri kepada-Mu.

Ya allah, lindungilah kami dari nafsu kami sendiri, dari hawa dan iblis kami. Masukkan kami dalam golongan-Mu, dan jauhkan kami dari azab-Mu yang tiba-tiba. Bawalah hati kami mendekat kepada-Mu sebelum kematian, dan berilah kami jaminan agar dapat bertemu khusus dengan-Mu sebelum pertemuan besar di hari kiamat.

Ya Allah, ijinkan kami mencurahkan energi kami untuk bekerja yang akan memperoleh keridhaan-Mu yang baik.

Ya Allah, Wahai Pencipta Semua Mahluk! Wahai Sumber Segala Sebab Kebendaan ! Hindarkan kami dari jebakan syirik dri mahkuk-Mu dan dari jerat materi-Mu.

Ya Allah, berilah kami berkah cinta-Mu, an jadikan berkah ini sebagai pengalaman yang menyenangkan bagi kami untuk mengabdi kepada-Mu, dan setia menanti di pintu-Mu, beserta semua hamba-Mu yang saleh, bersama semua anggota umat-Mu.

Amin…Ya Robbal alamin.

Oh my Lord, nothing is easy, except something that You make it easy. You are the Maker ot those difficult things become easy.

I miss You, my Lord !

He is Allah-the Creator, the Maker, the Giver of Form. To Him belong the Most Beautiful Names. Everything in the Heavens and Earth glorifies Him. He is the Almighty, the All-Wise. (Al Hashr;59-24)

Tiada bahaya bagi iman kecuali kecintaannya kepada dunia. Dan, tidak ada bahaya bagi hati bila iman rusak dan hati hancur. Apalagi yang akan dibanggakan seseorang di hadapan Allah nanti ?

Anggaplah diri kita seperti pipa untuk mengalirkan air. Lebih baik mati dalam keadaan mengetahui bahwa telah membuat dunia ini menjadi tempat yang lebih baik, daripada menimbun apa yang kita miliki dan mati begitu saja.

Dengan cara ini, maka kita hidup untuk selamanya, dan kasih serta kebaikan kita mengembuskan kehidupan bagi orang-orang di sekitar kita, sehingga mereka juga dapat mengembuskan kehidupan bagi orang–orang di sekitar mereka. Saat kita menyerahkan hidup kita untuk orang lain, kehidupan kita sendiri terus diperbarui dan dipulihkan.

Someone once asked the Prophet,

"Inform me about something that will cause me to go to heaven?The Prophet replied:
"Be a muhsin/ doer of good."
The man asked,
"O Prophet, how will I know that I am a good person?"The Prophet replied,
"Ask your neighbor. If your neighbor says you are good, then indeed you must be good."

Four days before my 27th birthday,16 July 2005, my mommy fell, her head hit the wall n bleeding. It was the most terrible bleeding I have ever seen lively, from my lovely mommy's head..oh no...It really made my heart stop beating. My mom was still conscious, she could still speak some minutes later. She is really a strong woman, the strongest woman I know I can't do anything but followed her instruction to cut her hair carefully, finding the bleeding center then put some medicine cream on it. My hand was full of her blood. I couldn't stand to see her like that, but I had to coz my nieces, nephew (they came home for holiday) and some neighbours came just cry and had no idea to do something.

I thought that I musn't be panic. Everything happened must be God's will and He won't give something hard beyond our ability to overcome. I could only cry in my heart, keep praying to Allah to release my mom from this pain. I prayed and said "Ya Allah, You are the Almighty, the All-Wise. You are the Creator of this universe, human beings, and everything between heaven and earth. You make this blood and only You can stop this blood. Please stop this bleeding. Please forgive me. Please don't take my mom now...please...please..Ya Allah. Then i read some Asmaul Husna.
I remember one of His Beautiful Names is Al-Barii, the Creator,the Maker. He plan and implement, and He who release difficulties. Also Al-Samii', the All-Hearing. I do believe that He will hear my pray, although I just pray in my heart.

Alhamdulillah, after several minutes the bleeding decreases, but still I saw some drops of blood come out. My mom's head became a quarter-bald that covered with medicine cream"nutrimoist". I can't bring my mom to doctor coz mommy didn't want to go. She was afraid, and so was I, to be injected on head if the doctor wanna sew the wound. So, we tried to handle by ourelves for a temporarily time, with still keep contact with my sister's doctor out of town. I sent sms to some family and friends, asking them to pray for mommy too, meanwhile my other hand keep putting a compress on my mom's head, helped with some relatives.

Alhamdulillah, THANKS TO ALLAH, He answered my pray. My mommy was getting well in the next morning, three days before my birthday. I didn't expect any present from somebody else at that moment (like I used to be in some previous years). My mommy could still make me a beautiful chocolate cakes, like 26 years of birthday I have passed.
I never have a birthday without my mommy's cakes!!!

From this accident, I more realize that we are human is really really small, weak, and don't have anything to be proud of.
Alhamdulillah Allah give me more chances to love n care my mom, or in more appropriate words...to be loved and to be cared.
So, for you guys who still have your beloved mothers with you, give your love n care her more. Also someone you love.

This life is too short for us if we don't show and share our love from now
Indah loves you...0^_^o...